Welcome to my head, My names Nathan.

Here it is, here it is, dont miss it. Take your breath, but dont take to many. You need to focus. This is that moment, here's the moment you wont get back again. The moods just right, the lights are dim. The music as that subtle setting where it's there if you need, and not if you dont. Theres that perfect bit of awkwardness, and that perfect bit of perfection. Okay, there it is, you took the breath, now hold it, now its time to say it. Now its time to do it. Wow, seems like you've been holding your breath forever. Im pretty sure if you took the moment to pay attention, you can feel the bed thumping. Who's to say its the size of your heart thats doing it, hell maybe her heartbeat is adding to it. Okay okay, you can exhale, but pay attention, if you keep doing this you'll miss it. The songs half way through now, you know in your head that the second half should be a good moment for reflection on what just happened. Jesus man, why is this so big. You know it, your heart knows it, you're fingertips feel it, your toes feel it. Its time, here it is, take the one last breath you're granting yourself. Oddly enough, the breath of hers on the back of your neck is presenting this odd sense of comfort. Alright, the final moments are here, no turning back. (Silence)............... I love you.